All the anxiety I was feeling last fall had finally gone away and now I feel it creeping back. I guess the good thing is it is for different reasons. The anxiety in the fall stemmed from me being untrusting and checking a certain person's email and learning he was still "chatting" with his internet friends and ex-whatever you call her. We cleared everything up and I felt a little better about the whole situation (remember once you have been hurt it is really hard to be normal again). I still wonder if he is talking to these people and if they know about me and that we will be getting married in less than 6 weeks but right now that is the least of my worries.
Now my anxiety has to do with the wedding. Though I am all "caught up" on my tasks there is still a lot that needs to be done in the last month before the wedding. I am just hoping I get everything done and everyone has a good time. I guess that is the most important thing - that everyone has a good time.
As for my other issues, in the back of my mind I will always be afraid that someone is going to come along and take him from me. It has happened before why won't it happen again? But then I remember how much he loves me and that little thought goes away. Hopefully one of these days it will go away for good.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Monday, March 13, 2006
March Madness Has Begun!!!
The selection process is done and the games technically start tomorrow!! I cannot tell you how excited I am this time of year. Not only do I love basketball, I love to do the office pool and take everyone's money. The first 2 years I participated I did awesome. The last 2 years not so good. This year will be different - I will make my mark once again (and have to share my money with Brett).
Everyone is always so surprised that I know the teams so well. It isn't that I know the teams well; I just pay attention throughout the season. Some people do the pool just to do it and have to have their significant other or children pick the teams. Not me. 100% a Kelly bracket!!!
So hopefully but April 4th, I will be a little richer.
Everyone is always so surprised that I know the teams so well. It isn't that I know the teams well; I just pay attention throughout the season. Some people do the pool just to do it and have to have their significant other or children pick the teams. Not me. 100% a Kelly bracket!!!
So hopefully but April 4th, I will be a little richer.
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