A Weekend of Fun

I am getting away for the weekend. I am meeting my mom and a bunch of ladies in Pittsburgh for a bowling tournament. Yes, a bowling tournament. There will be more drinking than bowling - believe me. I am looking forward to hanging out with some people I know and letting loose. After the emotional roller coaster I have been on this week it will be nice to have some fun.

I am a little nervous about going though. With everything that has happened this week in my relationship with Brett I am just afraid of leaving and he meeting up with one of his "friends". Deep down I know he will never do this but the feeling is still there. Once you have been betrayed by someone you love there is always some thing that lingers in the back of your mind that it will happen again.

I think this weekend away will help both of us. I am going to come back on Sunday and spending the evening together and then all day on Monday - just the two of us. We will get through this rough patch. If this is the hardest thing we have to deal with between now and April the rest will be cake walk.